很矛盾,很奇怪

have been writing my essay assignment today. i seem to have a theory subject every semester and this sem is design, technology and society. so i have to write something that involved in design, technology and the society. decided to write on manga and the theme of kawaii-ness and also how this kawaii curture is influencing the asian countries, especially taiwan.

had been reading comics or manga since i was very young, think abt 9 or 10. the first comic i bought was doraemon and the first set of comic i read was dragonball. for this assignment, i had to like relate some facts of manga but very strange that i cant really write something out of it. had been struggling to come out with something to write. then also try and look for references and see how i can say and combine together. really driving me crazy sia... now only like come out the first paragraph. think when i send to tze wei to see, she surely want to punch me sia.

din do well for the test, actually failed the test. feel quite sad but i think is no point crying over spill milk, (tho normally i will still drink the spill milk) - irrelevant. i guess what i can only do is to come out with a "zai" essay lor. but after today, i feel like giving up sia. called urara just now and will be meeting her in school to ask her some ideas for my essay. hope that as a cute japanese girl, she will be able to provide me with her thots of kawaii and also her experience with reading manga.

this week onwards, i will get busy liao cos essay is due 2 weeks later and then the following week will be my other 2 assignment due on tuesday and thursday. video assignment will continue to work this weekend and the indesign assignment, i only done the template and still dun have the images yet. will be putting the texts in class according to the tutor.

well... i guess is time to work hard liao...