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have been considering to apply visa in austrlia for some time cos need it for work. however is really not cheap to apply, need to go trhough lawyer and also have to pay a lot of money for many things. not sure if worth it or not cos scare after apply still cant really find job or what or other reasons. another thing is still have to take english test which is something i hated most.

was talking to von-jie and she kept saying i can make it one and also asked me to be confident. well... i seriously have no idea how i can be as my english is always my worse subject and i dun think she can understand how i feel. she is english speaking and only recently she started to speak chinese how would she understand what i feel when u always fail english in class test and also the feeling when your english sux and makes your overall result to be affected. i really hated it. feel so unfair. then now apply the visa still have to take english test. is really something that i have to overcome. tho i know my english has certain kind of standard but just that the confidence is not there cos of previous experience.

was a bit annoyed yesterday cos of some issue. was talking with someone on msn and we were just talking with different frequency. initially i was wanting to share with the person some of my thots but then in the end i just could not take it and just try and end the conversation asap. this morning also like that. i guess we just cant communicate that well... is it me or my english or others? now i really not sure if i still want to try and talk to the person on certain things or not.

decided to stay for one more day in ipswich cos was wanting to check if i could switch my sg licence to au licence without any test or not. still waiting for taro and esther to wake up and ask them to go with me. maybe i would want to go and walk walk a bit after that. is really boring everyday in here so i just do a bit of work every morning to keep me occupied.

this morning was editing my logo text cos when i about to send the files to my boss and then i realised that the text is missing a 's'. well... is really not easy to just add a 's' cos the graphic is kind of complicated cos it was cretaed a few days ago and there are a few elements within the logo. so i had to slowly change and now is all good. wun be showing first cos i am not allowed to due to intellectual properties. unless they reject then i think i will post to show.

wow... boss wanna make changes again.