疑惑

finally finsihed my essay, thanks to hasan. was working on my interactive media assignment today. that's when i started to think and i realised that i am in need of ideas. currently my brain is blocked, stuck or whatever is called. just no idea... while i was thinking for ideas today, i kind of like dunno what style to use. when i opened illustrator, i am like lost, indecisive in the colour selection, the graphic style and others. was asking myself, am i really a designer? where is my creativity?

what is my style exactly? my answer is always simple and clean design. but then can i always stay using that style? have been losing some confidence in my work cos had been looking and comparing wiht my friends' work and felt that everyone can do such good jobs. well... it just makes me feel my work was not so good after all.

anyway today had a thunder storm which is super rare in aussie. is the first time i saw thunder storm in aussie. real thunder and lightning and the lightning is super bright and long sia. glad that just now urara gave me a lift back home or else i would have to walk back in the rain.