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have been considering to apply visa in austrlia for some time cos need it for work. however is really not cheap to apply, need to go trhough lawyer and also have to pay a lot of money for many things. not sure if worth it or not cos scare after apply still cant really find job or what or other reasons. another thing is still have to take english test which is something i hated most.

was talking to von-jie and she kept saying i can make it one and also asked me to be confident. well... i seriously have no idea how i can be as my english is always my worse subject and i dun think she can understand how i feel. she is english speaking and only recently she started to speak chinese how would she understand what i feel when u always fail english in class test and also the feeling when your english sux and makes your overall result to be affected. i really hated it. feel so unfair. then now apply the visa still have to take english test. is really something that i have to overcome. tho i know my english has certain kind of standard but just that the confidence is not there cos of previous experience.

was a bit annoyed yesterday cos of some issue. was talking with someone on msn and we were just talking with different frequency. initially i was wanting to share with the person some of my thots but then in the end i just could not take it and just try and end the conversation asap. this morning also like that. i guess we just cant communicate that well... is it me or my english or others? now i really not sure if i still want to try and talk to the person on certain things or not.

decided to stay for one more day in ipswich cos was wanting to check if i could switch my sg licence to au licence without any test or not. still waiting for taro and esther to wake up and ask them to go with me. maybe i would want to go and walk walk a bit after that. is really boring everyday in here so i just do a bit of work every morning to keep me occupied.

this morning was editing my logo text cos when i about to send the files to my boss and then i realised that the text is missing a 's'. well... is really not easy to just add a 's' cos the graphic is kind of complicated cos it was cretaed a few days ago and there are a few elements within the logo. so i had to slowly change and now is all good. wun be showing first cos i am not allowed to due to intellectual properties. unless they reject then i think i will post to show.

wow... boss wanna make changes again.

recent update

er... finally uni is done and exhibition was also over. so now basically is waiting for the graduation ceremony. recently have been so call working, still considered as part time, permanent part time. doing designs, graphic for website and might also be doing some filming and videos next time. just show something i had done but was not being selected and so decided to show. just a simple logo that i had done with graphics and i kind of like it cos it was so not my style but now i just tried and i kind of like it.

went to ashmore seafood to have dinner yesterday and did really enjoy the meal. if anyone were to come and visit me, will surely bring to eat one. is really worth it... trust me. garlic bread is free, the meat is like super big and thick, think 1.5cm thick. then still got others so yummy.

today after meeting, just came to ipswich and had steamboat for dinner. now feelign hungry again cos dun have white rice for dinner and i was like complaining throughout the whole meal.

not sure what to do the next few days cos we are all pretty bored but i guess i would have to continue and work on my logo and then after this week, will have to start to do website and also the corporate identity items. dunno when will collect the wages but i hope is soon...

recent update

ok... tho uni finishes already and i am really feeling bored. think this few days will just be staying at home since i am lazy to go out alone. yesterday i was being awaken by hasan at very early. he was at helensvale and was after his interview. so... what he wanted was me going to uni and... play fifa with him. i mean i was ok with it cos i also nothing to do at home. so i slowly wake up, pack and then surf net a bit cos hasan said he went home to get something. so i slowly walked to uni in the hot sun with my big bag lor... sigh~

walk until half way, saw the metro bus coming and alan, who is the bus driver stopped and took me to uni. was glad cos had been meeting kind people recently. the last time was the exhibition day where i missed the number 5 bus cos it reach super early and is really unusual. no choice but i had to take another bus and the bus only stopped at southport. so when i alighted the bus, i asked what bus could i take cos i need to go to the art centre. he said there is no bus and he offered to send me there. anyway i reached there on time.

back to my uni trip. so i reached there and was talking to hasan abt job thingy and the future plans. did talk for sometime before i started to edit a bit of my resume in WORD format cos i was asked to do so by the agency. so change here and there and send to the agency. well... i really sux at using microsoft lor, gosh... speaking of gosh... i miss monica's presence cos she would always say a lot of things when she work, very entertaining. i can still rem there was once when i sat beside her and she was as usual talking while working and the person who sat beside her was acting laughing unintentionally. i did spotted she laughed. anyway (another monica's phrase)... me and hasan did play a few games of fifa and then after that i walked home all the way.

today really din do anything. feeling lazy and just watch some variety shows and also best motoring. discovered the new evo 10 and i almost fainted.is like using alfa's back and volvo's front. what's wrong with mitsubishi?? where's the fierce look of the evo series. how come suddenly gone? dunno why nowadays the new car designs are so shitty. really cant take it. the new honda civics is still quite alright cos i really like the interior but then the exterior is really a bit off. i am referring to the sport (si) version and the standard version i can say just forget abt their existence. was also looking at yaris and i felt that everything is still acceptable. i mean it has ok look tho i used to hate it and it actually has quite nice interior with a lot of the space to put personal things. well... i still dun like the centre dashboard. but one thing i really cannot take it is the gear shift thingy. it is super duper ugly. the gear is only a stick with no cover and it looks like a match stick. hope toyota can make some changes to that. think i gotta stop or else i would just complain non-stop.

so... is abt bed time but then still dun wanna go sleep. maybe just surf a bit of net then say. mon will be another exhibition and think hitomi should be coming. this year i only see her twice i think, kinda of missing her. we never talk on the phone ever since her phone was spoilt so i guess i would really wanna talk to her on the exhibition day itself. looking forward for that...

graduation exhibition

will upload the pictures later when i get them. pictures taken by charlotte, jeff, hasan and dunno who. got a lot of pictures lor.

today before going to the exhibition, i actually received a call from the agency and the girl told me that if i am interested in a flash developer job. well... i am really surprised to get that phone call cos i did rem i sent out a few(lot) of email, resume to companies. the company i heard from nexgen studio australia and i used to work in nexgen studio singapore. i was told if i am ok to go to brisbane to work and also if i am willing to relocate to sydney within 6 mth. i think i am actually ok with anything just that i need visa to work. hope everything can go well and so i can stay in aussie to work.

during the exhibition, i also got offer from a guy who is looking for graphic designer as he had moved to a manager post and would need someone to replace him. the company is based in gold coast and mainly deals with web, print and grpahics. seems quite good but heard is by contract base where the nexgen studio is a perm job.

one of my course mate actually asked me why din i try photon vfx (top visual effect company in au). she also asked me to give a try and maybe can get a job there. i guess i will also start to compile some stuffs into a dvd and send them. hope everything will go well.

waiting for exhibition

finally school is over liao and now just waiting for graduation. hm... suddenly felt so free and bored as no more assignment to do liao. everyday is like doing nothing and trying to prepare some presentation for next week.

din really do much this week, basically went for a hair cut, go out with urara, go brissy with the jeff, jason and hasan. the brissy trip was not that pleasant. not because we went there by train but we were being like mis-treated. initially was wanting to talk to the director of a studio but then he was like not interested. was thinking then why in the first place he wanna meet us... anyway dun wanna talk abt it too much.

still waiting for monica to see if she wanna go dinner or not. now in uni cos at home internet down and a few friends are here to play game. the lab now becomes a mini lan shop. super slack...

bored...