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2008...

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Tue, 12 Feb 2008 09:01:00 +0000

wun be updating my blog for now cos no internet at home. will update after i settle my stuffs...

japanese food

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 13:23:00 +0000

have been eating pure japanese home cooked food this few days. of course the food were prepared by taro's mum and they are really good. too bad i din take photo cos everytime just forgot. this few days also got the chance to walk around cairns city and some other places. din really go any where also but i think is really fun for now. really having very relaxing life and eating good food.

journey to cairns

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 12:10:00 +0000

just some random pictures from the 2nd day of the travelling. reached rockhampton the first day and stayed there for the night after driving for 6-7 hours. then 2nd day spent abt 13 hours on the road. very tired journey.

now in cairns. everyday is very hot unlike gold coast tho gold coast is hot. every morning now, i will play basketball, play with dog, megu and also swim in the pool. is really relaxing. after that will shower and then eat lunch. today also did some pull-ups cos i long time never do liao. cos none of my houses have, only my amk house. anyway is really good to wake up early and then exercise. still wanna explore more of cairns cos din really explore much.

move house

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 12:05:00 +0000

well... i just moved house to southport. had a hard time packing. anyway now all my things are in my new house. will be living with my god-sister the coming year. hope it will be good. now enjoying my life in cairns. very hot weather now!

super tired

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 14:42:00 +0000

have been travelling around this few days.

started off by following esther's mum and her brother to go harbour town to shop. nothing much, just walk around and shop. then went back to grab my clothes and went to ipswich cos need to attend esther's graduation the following day. came back to gold coast and stayed with them in surfers and at night, went to ashmore to have dinner again. then today went to mt nathan to the winery and had some wine tasting.

also got the chance to cut my hair in zap when i was at surfers. was accompanying esther and her family to the beach and happened to see zap got no customer. so went in and asked if i can cut then or not and since no customer so i can just cut lor. not so sure who cut my hair cos din she din talk too much to me. so when i finished cutting, i was talking to yuko, the first person who cut my hair in zap. found out that she will be going back to japan soon cos of her visa. came to zap the last time but she was not here cos she said she went back for some funeral. i din really know i was talking to yuko all the time during my haircut. just not too sure if is yuko cos she changed a bit so cant recognise and also if i know she is yuko, i would have asked her to cut for me. but all good, i got a pretty decent haircut and got a free shampoo. now my hair short and good for the summer. have to wait for another year for yuko to come back.

still felt a bit tired after so many days of non stop travelling. shld be going up to cairns soon, not too sure when. kinda look forward to the trip cos will be driving up and i believe it would be a lot of fun to be up in cairns.

meeting in the morning. have to sleep real soon.

yaris vs swift

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 23:11:00 +0000

was driving the 1.3 yaris last t week. felt that the car is really underpower but is still nice to drive. very small car and very easy to u-turn as well as easy to park. the acceleration of the first and second gear is relatively high and the gear ratio of the 2 gears are very close. in fact the gear ratio of all the gears are very close. the engine is always at quite a high rev. something i really like is the car when travelled at high speed, i can really feel the car being pushed down, not sure if is due the the aerodynamic or others. the car is also very stable even when i am accelerating at 130 and above. the cornering is also very fun and is really easy. not sure how the car would perform with a 1.5 engine? really hope i can try. however the car is really small, the back seats and the lugguge space is very limited which is not very good.

yesterday, i also have the chance to drive shuan's swift. at first i was doing my standard driving. then shuan was asking me to change gear only at 3000 - 4000 rpm and so i did. the car does produce a decent amount of power with a 1.5 vvt engine. realy can feel the difference with the 1.3 vvti engine. was being forced to do wheel spin and also full accelerate during cornering. was a bit scared initially cos is not my car and dun wanna damage his car. but overall, i think i quite like the car cos of its power and also the stability. dun have the chance to test when is at high speed, only drive in those neighbourhood areas where there are heaps of roundabouts and winding roads. the swift has the same problem with yaris which is the limited space at the back seat and the lugguge space. think honda jazz is the only small car that has the best back seat and lugguge space. haven try the mitsubishi colt so cant comment on that.

just few weeks ago, i did also test drive the honda civics. the only auto car that i had drive among the three. the whole car is very wide and heavy. the i-vtec engine is really effective at high rpm, which is the nature of the engine. handling wise, maybe i still need to get used to the handling cos when i turn in roundabout, the car seem to oversteer and i had to make adjustment. not sure how it would be like if i was driving the manual one. due to its weight, the car is really harder to stop. not so sure about the engine brake cos was driving the auto version. cant comment anything about the gear ratio and also the acceleration.

overall, i had a fun time driving all the cars. hope to have more chance driving again.

updates

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Fri, 14 Dec 2007 12:16:00 +0000

just went to sunshine coast yesterday. was the first time been there. visited the super bee, ginger factory and the macademia nuts factory. glad that taro and esther were there with us and was good taro was driving up and down the sunshine coast cos i dunno the location.

today just sent my mum off and when i came home, i was stuck in the traffic jam in the city. i think i did 23945 half clutching... it was really a very good exericse for my left leg. shld have spent $2.60 to go on the toll bridge and maybe i could escape the traffic. but all good now.

went to helensvale cos wanna buy some food the the rest of the week. was at kmart since jeff was there and i did tell him in the airport i would be there to look for him. had some of my exhibition photo printed and had them inserted into my ikea photo frame. now i have more photo to choose from , last time only one photo frame on my table which is the one i took with hitomi ages ago. anyway tool sometime for me to print the photos cos initially i was using bluetooth to transfer but then it din work so have to re send by my usb. after printing, went to have break with jeff and just catch up a bit cos never seen him for quite some time. din talk much before i go and get some food and went home. then went to return my rental car and also went to have the nagahama ramen at surfers.

next i went to southport cos need to print something. the print shop was recommended by my friend and he said is very good. but i think is ok only... well... maybe he got better service bah.

then came home cos was quite tired and had a short nap before i had my dinner. now still a bit tired. tmr still have to wake up early for a meeting. have to settle some visa issue tmr. well... i guess there are still a fair bit of things for me to settle before christmas and i think this year, will just be working on christmas. still not sure if will go up to cairns with taro and esther or not but i hope to go and see see.

new jacket

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 14:10:00 +0000

recently got this from someone. very nice adidas jacket. then still got 2 t shirts and also a door curtain. hm... very happy. all the size fits very very well... so got new shirts and new jacket to wear liao...

突然想写写东西

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:40:00 +0000

have been considering to apply visa in austrlia for some time cos need it for work. however is really not cheap to apply, need to go trhough lawyer and also have to pay a lot of money for many things. not sure if worth it or not cos scare after apply still cant really find job or what or other reasons. another thing is still have to take english test which is something i hated most.

was talking to von-jie and she kept saying i can make it one and also asked me to be confident. well... i seriously have no idea how i can be as my english is always my worse subject and i dun think she can understand how i feel. she is english speaking and only recently she started to speak chinese how would she understand what i feel when u always fail english in class test and also the feeling when your english sux and makes your overall result to be affected. i really hated it. feel so unfair. then now apply the visa still have to take english test. is really something that i have to overcome. tho i know my english has certain kind of standard but just that the confidence is not there cos of previous experience.

was a bit annoyed yesterday cos of some issue. was talking with someone on msn and we were just talking with different frequency. initially i was wanting to share with the person some of my thots but then in the end i just could not take it and just try and end the conversation asap. this morning also like that. i guess we just cant communicate that well... is it me or my english or others? now i really not sure if i still want to try and talk to the person on certain things or not.

decided to stay for one more day in ipswich cos was wanting to check if i could switch my sg licence to au licence without any test or not. still waiting for taro and esther to wake up and ask them to go with me. maybe i would want to go and walk walk a bit after that. is really boring everyday in here so i just do a bit of work every morning to keep me occupied.

this morning was editing my logo text cos when i about to send the files to my boss and then i realised that the text is missing a 's'. well... is really not easy to just add a 's' cos the graphic is kind of complicated cos it was cretaed a few days ago and there are a few elements within the logo. so i had to slowly change and now is all good. wun be showing first cos i am not allowed to due to intellectual properties. unless they reject then i think i will post to show.

wow... boss wanna make changes again.

recent update

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 28 Nov 2007 14:14:00 +0000

er... finally uni is done and exhibition was also over. so now basically is waiting for the graduation ceremony. recently have been so call working, still considered as part time, permanent part time. doing designs, graphic for website and might also be doing some filming and videos next time. just show something i had done but was not being selected and so decided to show. just a simple logo that i had done with graphics and i kind of like it cos it was so not my style but now i just tried and i kind of like it.

went to ashmore seafood to have dinner yesterday and did really enjoy the meal. if anyone were to come and visit me, will surely bring to eat one. is really worth it... trust me. garlic bread is free, the meat is like super big and thick, think 1.5cm thick. then still got others so yummy.

today after meeting, just came to ipswich and had steamboat for dinner. now feelign hungry again cos dun have white rice for dinner and i was like complaining throughout the whole meal.

not sure what to do the next few days cos we are all pretty bored but i guess i would have to continue and work on my logo and then after this week, will have to start to do website and also the corporate identity items. dunno when will collect the wages but i hope is soon...

recent update

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 14:16:00 +0000

ok... tho uni finishes already and i am really feeling bored. think this few days will just be staying at home since i am lazy to go out alone. yesterday i was being awaken by hasan at very early. he was at helensvale and was after his interview. so... what he wanted was me going to uni and... play fifa with him. i mean i was ok with it cos i also nothing to do at home. so i slowly wake up, pack and then surf net a bit cos hasan said he went home to get something. so i slowly walked to uni in the hot sun with my big bag lor... sigh~

walk until half way, saw the metro bus coming and alan, who is the bus driver stopped and took me to uni. was glad cos had been meeting kind people recently. the last time was the exhibition day where i missed the number 5 bus cos it reach super early and is really unusual. no choice but i had to take another bus and the bus only stopped at southport. so when i alighted the bus, i asked what bus could i take cos i need to go to the art centre. he said there is no bus and he offered to send me there. anyway i reached there on time.

back to my uni trip. so i reached there and was talking to hasan abt job thingy and the future plans. did talk for sometime before i started to edit a bit of my resume in WORD format cos i was asked to do so by the agency. so change here and there and send to the agency. well... i really sux at using microsoft lor, gosh... speaking of gosh... i miss monica's presence cos she would always say a lot of things when she work, very entertaining. i can still rem there was once when i sat beside her and she was as usual talking while working and the person who sat beside her was acting laughing unintentionally. i did spotted she laughed. anyway (another monica's phrase)... me and hasan did play a few games of fifa and then after that i walked home all the way.

today really din do anything. feeling lazy and just watch some variety shows and also best motoring. discovered the new evo 10 and i almost fainted.is like using alfa's back and volvo's front. what's wrong with mitsubishi?? where's the fierce look of the evo series. how come suddenly gone? dunno why nowadays the new car designs are so shitty. really cant take it. the new honda civics is still quite alright cos i really like the interior but then the exterior is really a bit off. i am referring to the sport (si) version and the standard version i can say just forget abt their existence. was also looking at yaris and i felt that everything is still acceptable. i mean it has ok look tho i used to hate it and it actually has quite nice interior with a lot of the space to put personal things. well... i still dun like the centre dashboard. but one thing i really cannot take it is the gear shift thingy. it is super duper ugly. the gear is only a stick with no cover and it looks like a match stick. hope toyota can make some changes to that. think i gotta stop or else i would just complain non-stop.

so... is abt bed time but then still dun wanna go sleep. maybe just surf a bit of net then say. mon will be another exhibition and think hitomi should be coming. this year i only see her twice i think, kinda of missing her. we never talk on the phone ever since her phone was spoilt so i guess i would really wanna talk to her on the exhibition day itself. looking forward for that...

graduation exhibition

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 15:40:00 +0000

will upload the pictures later when i get them. pictures taken by charlotte, jeff, hasan and dunno who. got a lot of pictures lor.

today before going to the exhibition, i actually received a call from the agency and the girl told me that if i am interested in a flash developer job. well... i am really surprised to get that phone call cos i did rem i sent out a few(lot) of email, resume to companies. the company i heard from nexgen studio australia and i used to work in nexgen studio singapore. i was told if i am ok to go to brisbane to work and also if i am willing to relocate to sydney within 6 mth. i think i am actually ok with anything just that i need visa to work. hope everything can go well and so i can stay in aussie to work.

during the exhibition, i also got offer from a guy who is looking for graphic designer as he had moved to a manager post and would need someone to replace him. the company is based in gold coast and mainly deals with web, print and grpahics. seems quite good but heard is by contract base where the nexgen studio is a perm job.

one of my course mate actually asked me why din i try photon vfx (top visual effect company in au). she also asked me to give a try and maybe can get a job there. i guess i will also start to compile some stuffs into a dvd and send them. hope everything will go well.

waiting for exhibition

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:18:00 +0000

finally school is over liao and now just waiting for graduation. hm... suddenly felt so free and bored as no more assignment to do liao. everyday is like doing nothing and trying to prepare some presentation for next week.

din really do much this week, basically went for a hair cut, go out with urara, go brissy with the jeff, jason and hasan. the brissy trip was not that pleasant. not because we went there by train but we were being like mis-treated. initially was wanting to talk to the director of a studio but then he was like not interested. was thinking then why in the first place he wanna meet us... anyway dun wanna talk abt it too much.

still waiting for monica to see if she wanna go dinner or not. now in uni cos at home internet down and a few friends are here to play game. the lab now becomes a mini lan shop. super slack...

bored...

no specific title... just anyhow type

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:53:00 +0000

well... is my final week of the university life liao. very fast sia... everyone is rushing for assignment but i seem to have nothing much to do. jeff, monica, joelle, hasan and others were like so stressed with games design and i can really feel it cos they dun have much time to do. this week gotta hand in and not sure if they can finish in time or not. i could still rem monica was so down last week as she could not design and was wanting to give up. joelle lost her textures last night and had to re-do. hasan still struggling with his animation. jeff... he is enjoying it but then hope he can realise that he dun have much time.

next week i have to deal 2 of the remaining courses' assignment. one is a presentation of my industry practice portfolio and the other is interactive media assignment. the portfolio thingy still quite ok cos i have most of the things and just need to organise and would have to prepare a presentation. the interactive media assignment a.k.a flash, well... pretty much is done and just need to input background music in and can submit liao.

the rest of my friends are still struggling to deal with games but have no time for the flash. monica only did the interface design, joelle had concept and some graphics, jeff has graphics and had imported some graphics into flash with the help of hasan. now everyone is like helping one another with assignment. since i dun have much to do, i also help as much as possible.

have been practically working and playing in uni for the past few weeks. dun really spend much time at home. the only time at home will be sleep time and that's it. pretty no life. had been playing fifa with hasan during somem break time to reduce stress. hm... we quite balanced match. have to think of ways to defeat him.

today went to buy groceries and realised that it had been quite a long time since i went to buy food. cos have been staying in uni and eating out so lazy to buy lor. bought quite a lot of things and had been preparing for food for the last few hours. made green bean soup and making some meat for dinner. will be cooking dinner so and can enjoy a few variety shows later.

exhibition and graduation dates had more or less confirmed and will have to prepare for that after my semester. have to also make some plans to go out with some friends. hm...

ok, talk no more, dinner time.

surfers...

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 13:11:00 +0000

went to surfers again... at night time for dinner. that's the food that jeff ordered and my food forget to take cos too hungry and then when food come straight away eat liao and forogt to take.

the car image is the aussie car for the indy this week. well... this weekend surfers will be packed again with people for the stupid event.

flash for testing

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 03:32:00 +0000

http://www.mlstudiosonline.com/im_testing/

wow!! hailstorm...

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:36:00 +0000

hm... heard from monica (sunwoo) that there was a hailstorm yesterday night. glad that i came home early yesterday or else i surely ganna.

anyway, was pretty down and lack of ideas a few days ago. most possibly is because of stress from the dvd. but then today i was glad that i can managed to get something down for my interactive media class. another reason that motivated me might be because my previous assignment got highest in class which forces me to have desire to do better. so today i was thinking of the topic that i wanna do and also do some graphics. so as i do, i got more ideas. as can see, i would be doing a flash application on psp and it will really be something that is different. had the basic layout designed and also got think of how the transition animation would be. topics wise still very messy and maybe i will talk and discuss with lutze tmr.

thanks miss wong for your help... because of u, i am out... can finally work on something... below are the conceptual ideas that i was working on... will upload the flash site after i finish...

刮大风，下大雨

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 10:18:00 +0000

what's wrong gold coast???

疑惑

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 13:08:00 +0000

finally finsihed my essay, thanks to hasan. was working on my interactive media assignment today. that's when i started to think and i realised that i am in need of ideas. currently my brain is blocked, stuck or whatever is called. just no idea... while i was thinking for ideas today, i kind of like dunno what style to use. when i opened illustrator, i am like lost, indecisive in the colour selection, the graphic style and others. was asking myself, am i really a designer? where is my creativity?

what is my style exactly? my answer is always simple and clean design. but then can i always stay using that style? have been losing some confidence in my work cos had been looking and comparing wiht my friends' work and felt that everyone can do such good jobs. well... it just makes me feel my work was not so good after all.

anyway today had a thunder storm which is super rare in aussie. is the first time i saw thunder storm in aussie. real thunder and lightning and the lightning is super bright and long sia. glad that just now urara gave me a lift back home or else i would have to walk back in the rain.

here i go again...

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Thu, 04 Oct 2007 13:24:00 +0000

image created for urara...

er... where shld i start?

maybe start from my psp bah. had been insisted to stay with using devhook to play my psp games but had recently changed my mind and go with the custom firmware. so now is with ver3.52-m33. made the change cos really wanna play some games. mainly ff7 and wangan midnight. started to play ff7 and feel is quite ok. all japanese but i still can roughly understand. er... some part dunno might wanna ask urara to help me, since she is currently my japanese sensei. this time the ff7 fighting system is changed again and is quite similar to the ff12 style or maybe the same, i really dunno. graphics wise, all very nice but sometimes cant skip through the movie, which sux. only play a while so dunno the game well yet. next is wangan midnight portable on the psp. is similar to the previous entry, shotoku battle. this time just add in wangan midnight elements. the game physics is changed and need some time to get used to the control. but the learning curve is super steep cos i cant even win the first match in the senario. maybe is because i am battling reina, one of the most powerful driver in the game. but also cant be so hard right. maybe i just need to read instructions. got try anothe game, fifa 2008. got influence by hasan cos he was showing us how fifa08 is on pc. so very tempted and i went to try the game on psp. er... i shld say is ok only cos i still prefer the winning eleven style. still having some difficulties in dribbling and getting used to the control cos is diff from winning eleven.

this afternoon went to surfers again. dunno how many times this month liao. anyway was there to meet someone with the original intention to shop and relax. so reached surfers around 2 and my friend haven reach so just walked around lor. then decided to go mac to eat something and wait. when i reached mac, is like full of people who just finish surfing. i hate places with a lot of people but then i just wanna a cheap place to sit down. so waited at one of the queues and in the end that was not a queue just look like one. so went to another one. and after a long time is my turn.

mac guy, "hi, what do u want?"
me,"cheeseburger and..."
mac guy, "medium or small?"
me,"er... (thot to myself: got medium or small one meh?), er... small one (cos cheaper) "
mac guy, "so is medium cheeseburger?"
me,"ya... and a medium coke..."

so he pressed pressed pressed and told me $3.95. then he go and take the food and came back with the cheeseburger meal. i was like super angry cos all the while his tone was not good lor and when i told him that he took the wrong order, he was like not his fault like that. he still said he confirmed with me twice. was really very angry then. cant he even differentiate what is cheeseburger and cheeseburger meal meal. why i go to other mac dun have this kind of prob??? what's with his attutide?? anyway in the end i just take the food and looked for a seat. was wanting to asked him to refund...

anyway just sat down and eat. so finished the cheeseburger and then just continued to sit. then phone call from jason and he said got a lot of changes to make for the dvd. my mood was like changed cos was supposed to relax today and then now gotta go back to uni to make changes. mostly the changes are made by the fine art people. they had been very annoying cos they are the one who are making the changes. they like dun wanna be the same as us. was thinking why not they design themselves and graduate themselves lah. i dun even have the time to sleep and u all are like saying wanna change this and that and u all never do anything. what's wrong sia...

so no choice, went back and made changes and will complete the changes tmr morning. and now i am just doing some reading for my essay cos have to hand in on mon.

dvd studio pro sux

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:57:00 +0000

i have no idea why i cjust cant finish my building for the dvd.

created a graduation dvd with all menus and videos but then i just cant finialise the building structure. is really very annoying cos if not successful, then i cant burn on the dvd and also means that all my hard wrk will go down the drain. this is really not good...

had tried many many many times but still cant work. tried different ways of testing also not working. haven been sleeping recently. feel so tired

today went to surfers with taro, esther and sae. danny, and marvin were also here. then still have thomas, jaslyn and weng. today like ipsiwch excurtion to gold coast sia. anyway had a good time with them. went to the beach and met up with my "da jie". but anyway, the main purpose of today's trip to surfers is because got oakley sales at half price. hm... is very tempting and yes... i did uy one... dun ask how much but is half price lah...

now still waiting for my render... so hungry and sleepy now... not sure if i wanna go home for a while to eat something and then come back. think just wait for a while more for my rendering bah...

regular update

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:54:00 +0000

well... is about time to update the blog i guess...

currently i am still in uni, haven sleep yet, can say tired but also can say not tired. now cant do anything cos have to wait for a few more hours before i can get the photos from someone. after that i will have to work on the interface of the graduation dvd. have been working on the dvd this few days and all i did was to copy and paste names into the interface and then chase around for other people's demo reels and their details. feeling a bit sian sia... friday have to give to the boss so everything have to be sui sui for him to see. hope i can get the dvd out asap.

had motion capture few days ago, really cant remember how many days ago cos had been working non-stop and no sleep so dunno past how many days liao. sounds pathetic but then that's the life of a designer. anyway the main point is about the motion capture. well, i actually had experienced before during my poly times and now what school is just planning to teach next semester. so they had people to come to teach the process. when the person was teaching, i was filming cos we need to do a teaching video but at the same time i was also recalling all the things that i was being taught last time. l-frame, calibration and blah blah blah...

was filling up the time sheet for my industriy practice and realised that i already clocked for 164 hours and still need 36 more hours to fulfill the criteria. initially i still scare i cant reach the target but now i think i scare i over work sia.

thinking of going for another haircut next week cos hair is pretty long and have to spend time to style. but then where got time to go cut hair? dun even have time to sleep...

anyway this semester also finishing soon, really quite fast and i will need to concentrate on the graduation show and hope during the show, i could get some interview appointments from the industry people.

hm... one thing now still worries me is the history class cos need to come out with an essay soon. the essay had to show depth of research and had to have at least 10 references, really in my heart i was like "are you kidding?" is really cazy lor. got pressure cos have to prepare a small presentation by extracting some of the info from the essay. then after that still have to study for a final test. so far that course only had a test and had 35/40 which i am still quite happy about it.

now have to try and keep myself from sleeping cos i wanna get the photos asap so that can continue with the dvd. dun like the feeling of waiting and do nothing. other people in this lab had fallen alseep either lying on the table or used 3 chairs as bed. so strange, cos even holiday still got people stay overnight to do work.

ok... that's enough of the update.

心里的话

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 14:01:00 +0000

为什么世上就是有些人会信口开河？我累了，再也不相信你的话了。我也感到灰心了。

别在惹我生气了。。。

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 06:21:00 +0000

recently weather: hot with strong wind... what's wrong sia...

had been feeling angry on a few occasions. firstly, ganna dua by someone, dvd quality sux big time and also inconsiderate people.

was really quite pissed off when i was being dua. i mean i was tired liao but yet walked all the way for u to uni cos i made a promise. then i had to walk another 40min back home. but then angry also no use, as if if the more angry i get, i wun get dua.

was quite excited on the dvd assignment initially but then as i do on, i realised that first, the software is so primitive and a lot of functions are not doable. then is the video compression. have to waiti for the whole night just to re-compress the video. lastly is the final quality that was being output. i cant believe it cos the quality is so shitty. i guess i just dun really do much research on the dvd studio pro software. well... at least i know that the dvd studio is a time based software and not go by the physical file size. if dunno what i mean, forget abt it.

inconsiderate people are everywhere. had so many of them as my housemate and i really had enuff. but then this time, is not my housemates being annoying cos they are very good and considerate. just when i was so pissed after knowing i was being dua, there were some people in the lab that i was working on playing some crapping music which really added more oil in my fire. i mean comeon lah... use headphone. if dun have then just tolerate without music, what's wrong sia.

sometimes is really so hard not to ”含怒到日落“. i try not to but and i rarely get angry but then really this time i really got quite angry. sorry for jeff cos i did show him some attitude however, he din do anything.

anyway... used most of my energy to clean up my room and toilet. will need to prepare for later's dinner. boiled some 冬瓜茶 and hope that can really 消我的火(怒)气.

dvd studio pro

noreply@blogger.com (龍哥) — Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:49:00 +0000

have been working in school the few days, even overnight just to do the dvd assignment that was due this coming friday. had almost of the dvd done just left with a sound page, some enhancement and also the cd label. then will still need to consolidate all my images and my concept images and do up the presentation slides. so far i had an idea for my presentation slide which is using my famicom skins to add as the background or so called in-corporated into my slides. still in the process or working. but then think i would need to settle my dvd first. was thinking of staying at home to rest for a day but then i think i would just go school later and finish up my work.

had a test on the last wed and not sure what will the result be. still have to work on the essay assignment cos that is the subject i hated most.

next assignment for interactive media would be doing flash website. dunno why i still scare of flash even tho i had lessons on flash but i just feel that i am not so confident in doing flash websites.

today 乃祯 shld be in aussie liao. hm... dunno how is she. hope she is ok.

felt so tired this few days... and had a bad dream last time. dreamt of weighing only 44kg and i told myself i really have to force myself eating. cant allow myself to get thinner liao. hope i wun get as light as 40 something kg cos it really freak me out.